It’s been more than 2 months since my last post. Ya, it’s exactly 62 days =.= In the last post, I was even very proud that I maintained 4 days writing continuously. I’m so ashamed of myself. But I know I can change it. I just need a little more motivation and momentum and try to maintain again.

The motivation that makes me go back with my blog today is my little brother. He is an angel for me but he ‘s even more lazy than me and kind of negative. I really want to help him to be better. And today his negative energy is really strong, he’s sad and doesn’t want to do anything. That motivate me to change my energy level to inspire and influence him. Then I need to stop procrastinating and stagnant. It’s really important.

I know I’m not bad. I’m still slowly moving forward and be positive. I still maintain learning German and guitar everyday. I’m trying to help and inspire people. But it’s not enough… As I said before, the main purpose of this blog is sharing and inspiring. The more I delay, the more things can’t be shared because my time is also limited. That’s not really nice. Someone told me that I’m wasting my abilities. And all kind of wasting is not good if you know the Universal law of cause and effect.

I know I can do it and I will make it. I’m making my words as law because I’m not living for only me.