It’s time for me to go to bed now but I haven’t written anything today. I was busy saving my neighbor from her violent husband then I couldn’t write earlier. Of course I should have done that in the morning or afternoon for something similar might happen. Now I need to choose to sleep on time or write a post for today. I’m choosing writing because it’s the new habit and it needs to be repeated everyday for at least 7 days and I’m sure I’m not gonna break the sleeping pattern.

I’m trying to post another bullshit thing today because I already commit with myself and my readers and that’s the only way I can improve my writing skill. I also really want to share about my fear. Today when my neighbor was screaming and asking for help at the first time, actually I didn’t open the door because I was so scared. And thanks God I opened the door at the second time. Not because I was no longer scared but because my compassion is greater than my fear. It reminds me of my another experience long time ago. There was a quite big centipede fell into my toilet and could go up. I could choose to flush away but I picked him out by a brush even I knew that he might attack me. Until now I’m still so proud of myself for that crazy action 😊

No one else in my building open the door. I guess they were also scared or they think that someone else would do that. That’s really dangerous thought!

I know for sure that the tomorrow’s post is going to be better and more valuable because I’m trying to improve myself everyday.

Thank you so much for reading!