I’m writing this article because I told my friend that I will write. I’m actually overwhelmed of my life situation and I have no idea how to get out of this. I will not say any details about my situation because this is not a complaining post (I also don’t think I will ever write it in the future)

I was planning to write something wiser or more touching but I don’t actually live wisely. I don’t often do what I know I should do. I’m also not in a mood that can write something touching. I’m just write because I need to. I promised my friend that I will write whatever, even it’s shit. I just want to create the momentum for my new beginning. If I write today, I will feel better about my self, even just a little bit, I will feel little easier to do something I put on my tasks because I’m in a process of learning to make my word as law, I would be able to go beyond my weakness.

Who knows if I would be slip sliding away again but at least I’m trying and I don’t mind do it again and again. I’m working on myself to strengthen my will and my personal law.

If you’re reading, I know it’s not because I write something nice but because you truly care about me. Thank you so much for that. I love you all 😊